Sunday, July 26, 2009

SMART ASS

shit for it, it really sux for my pass whole week. dammit
I hate my exam result. The subject i expect to pass didn't pass but the subject i didn't expect to fail pass. Dammit. OMG. But most the ppl fail so there are make good test. I hate This sem!!!!!

Many thing happen in 1 week. I dunno how to say. Didn't feel to say it too.
k stop here first. Rushing assignment. I hate you guys!!!!! I hate to become leader!!!! I hate to become the only girl in our group!!!! Dammit!!!!

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Untitled

Don't Know what the title should i put
i found out, maybe shes right, nothing good happen in my life. My life is boring. Someone tell that to me. So many thing happen make me more emo and emo. I couldn't be happy. I just pretend i am. You all always don't know that you guys hurt me so much.

Today she say want to move back. All i want to say is, Excuse? Here is not hotel. Not u say want move in then move in, move out then move out. u think you are what? Everytime when she back, i Just feel like my house got a thief.

And i found back my hairband. Really she is the 1 who take it. So the PSP for sure is she stole it already. Even you can tell lie about a small thing, then for sure is you already. Who else should i suspect? You the only thief.

Compare with my house and hostel, i feel like hostel make me more feel like "I'm home".
At home, if she is back, I need to hide all my thing. If i forget to hide my valueable thing, then for sure it will gone. Gone? Ah no should say get stole by "Someone". And my family all know who it is.
At hostel, even i put all my valuable thing at my bed or my table or simply anywhere, i still can find it back. See? So much different.

She say she just stay here for "few" days. Should i trust your "few" days? Will you really stay for "few" day? You a big lier. How could we trust you? I don't want to see you when i back.

"XXX" say my blog so messy and so long and my words is small. But i don't care. Coz i din aspect someone to read it. No people read more better. Here is like the place for me to "Fa xie" or just like my diary. All just emo thing.

Tomorow text. Really got no mood to study. "XxX" say why i do it last minutes? Sorry but i only can do thing last minutes. I can't do it early. Maybe u say is just an excuse. But i don't care. Think whetever you want. I don't want to care anything already. I'm tired. Very. I don't care if no one understand me. I better to stay alone. Ready to fail for everything.

P/S : Buy new spec and earring. New image for me? Naa i feel like i look more stupid.

Ready to fail tomorrow text. I don't want to study....
Gonna settle someone tomorrow. F*** you

Sunday, July 5, 2009

ALL MY FAULT....I HATE U....

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sometimes really thinking, what happen to my family? I know is rude and im not respect u all to say that, but i still want to say, u all stupid.

Yea is all my fault, now u happy i say that? Yea i know you are. You are right and all is my fault.

Sometimes really want to die. I hate them. i don't wan go back home. I dun feel like "I'm home"

i don't want to write more here. Emoing..

Dammit. Hate. Shut Up.

Can i suicide?
I wan to run away from here.

ps: i cut my hair. so ugly. wan to colour my hair again. no more kam mou