another emo post ><

ahhh i wan to write something happy in blog ><
but seems like my life so emo hehe

today she come back again, before we go to puchong celebrate(?) granpa(?) birthday
the she went onto my room, and i juz get out coz i dun wan to see her n talk to her.
then when i went into my room, my hairban gone.
i cant find it. i was remember i put at my table n before i went out my room i still saw it. tot i put at somewhr else.
then when we prepare to go out, i saw my hairban. she using it, without asking me.
then i say, "u take my hairban?"
then wat she react? crazy ppl, it was proof i saw my hairban is on her hair! then she say i so free to take ur hairban ah? den wat u using? TMD!! scold me at door there. and mum n dad is hearing tat.
like tat also got thing for her to bu suang me. stupid. dun come back i dun wan to see u and no 1 is welcome u. CB. u the only 1 i wan to curse u to dead. go get caught by police. dun think i dunno wat u doin outside. say u go to work to ur child? hello pls la, sunday who open office to u to work? lier. got time to 陪男人 no time to 陪自己的孩子. go kena aids la. stupid

after tis then me start goin to puchong, know wat my dad say? say me 我找架来吵. say me always like tat. !!??? u know u very 偏心? u saw wat happen k? so wat should i do? juz quietly let her say?let her scold?n din 反抗? WTF? so because she ur 1st daughter so i must treat her nicely? must 忍她? now i know how to protect myself ady. i wont let her scold quietly. i not like before, even u know wat happen u still help her. she even try to kill me before, twice. and u wan me to forgive her? u know u make me got阴影.

emo n crying on car.

but 1 thing save me from emo. thanks to haruhi-chan. i dun wan to listen the nonsense he say so i juz wear my handfree and listen music. u juz make me cry nonstop.

seriously tis song save me from emo, if not i dunno i will cry how long, even reach i still crying i think.

Suzumiya Haruhi-chan no Yuutsu - Ima Made no Arasuji

tis song so cute n i like mikuu sound XD.
yiya desu~~yada~~ so MOE!!!! lol
miku ur sound save me ^^

so after eat n we go back. we really have nothing to talk wif my cousin, maybe we not close since young. my father's side cousin. we din play together before, becoz of the stupid grandpa(?).

go back, GAMING!!!ahh i wan reach lvl75 before my class start. hope i will make it? lol

k end here~~blogging at 3am
become night cat ady, dunno how wat time will i sleep at when class start.

...class start....NOOO!!! 1 weeks count down ><
i wan happy post!!!!my life is boring zzz