revive of my blog? XD

wow finally an update of my blog hehe. but will still nothing much to write since im sleepy now hehe.

Merry Christmas!!!! Hehe try don type it as X'mas since we are celebrating the Christ born but not the "X". it is a meaningful word XD.

Tired for whole day!! Wake up at 7.30am then go to church to sing choir. then at church till 1pm the go buy stuff for the coming church youth camp (so sad i can't go T.T) till 4pm, take nap for 1 hour, go to church at 6pm the go to Bandar Puteri church there sing carol. Reach home at 10pm, auntie come visit us (thanks for the chocolate!!! Love it XD) and eat "tang yuan".

OMG my weight!!!! Eat so much nice thing these few day!!! Nevermind since i already fat fat wakakaka. Go to carol then sure got alot of food to eat 1. Hehe.

Please la Ai Mei elder, i'm not new comer ok? how u hold ur position as elder since u dunno ur church member. Fail la u. Dun take old as an excuse. Ur time in chuch is longer than me but the i still know more people in church. Not like u.

Nuu Programming assignment deadline is coming!!! Time to kill some programming >< Aww the exam timetable is out.. Gonna bite my book T.T

My Tang yuan!!! nice~~ hehe

Guess where am i draw this? Wakaka

K tats all for today. Wonder when is my next blog? wakakakaka.

End of Holiday

Finally college start. Feel like my time just waste like that. Doin nothing.
This what i do everyday when holiday.

1. Wake up (12~1pm)
2. Eat lunch
3. On my laptop and play facebook (2~3.30pm)
4. Go fetch my bro back from school (3.30~4.30)
5. On my laptop and play online game (5~7.30)
6. Eat dinner
7. bath
8. Continue play online games(9~2am)
9. Read manga and sleep (2.30~3.30/4am)

Fantastic!!!!(?) My time waste on all this thing wahahaha.

This is my beautiful pig hand when i in hospital hehe. To bored nothing to do

Yeah!!! Finally i buy external hardisk!!! Wahahaha. So happy hehe finally my uncle help me to buy. RM250 320GB 5 year warrenty. Consider cheap? I dunno hehe.


Now i love to join church choir. XD Love to sing hehe. Luckily i still cannot go on stage yet XD hehe if not i will damn scare 1 XD.


Something happen when the last day of holiday. The super useless sis, seriously if can i dun wan her to be my sis, i dun care about her anymore. Now her friends(?), i dunno should consider there are friends or not, maybe i should juz call them load shark, come to our house and say want to find her. Tell us she own them money and and there cannot find her. I dunno wat should i reply to them coz im the 1 who go and open the door. Seriously i quite scare coz there are alot of them. But thanks god there just say and leave. Nothing happen. Now i waiting for mum come back and tell her this. Hope she wont come back ever.

The thing to scare when start college.

1. My result!!!! Damn it!!!!! Sure got fail 1 de la. Need ready tissue for me to cry now.
2. The loan shark will come to our house again. Always happen when i not at house. Now i worry my mum. She need to take alot of thing. Especially the shit that the useless person who trouble it. Dammit.
3. Roommate. Is better that i dun have 1. I enjoy the time when i was alone in room. XD i can do whethever i wan to do hehe.

K end here. Goin take bath and go out to buy my stuff and ready to go back college T.T. Can i continue stay for holiday? Hehe

p/s: When is the spaceshot party? XD i waiting for it hehe

Where is my luck??

Omg...masuk hospital..was suppose to be very happy coz next day goin to genting.. but no luck..
whole family eat and my sis is the one eat the most. but only me kena food posioning. haiz...

actually i quite angry. stop saying is my fault? like i memang dun wan to go 1. please la i plan 1 ok? of coz i really wan to go but cant help kena food poisoning.
this make me see wat is a friends call. maybe i never had 1 before. no congratz and no take care. and juz is my fault.

2 dats 1 night. finally come out. luckily just food poisoning. no other serious case. thank god.
i now know tha praying is really work. the more i pray the more i get. thank you god for listening my pray.
thanks for brother and sister who call me and visit me when im in hospital. that was a very big different like before the 1st time i masuk hospital. thanks for caring.

nothing else more to blog. maybe i will juz leave my blog dead and juz update when i want to.

at the end

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to:
Tania & Vincient(xiu fong)
wish u all happy always.
take care of ur health. health is important than everyything .

END

NO TIME!!!

lalala no time for blog ><
so end here now
rushing assignment!!!! SUX!!!!

p/s: yea my blog is dead XD

SMART ASS

shit for it, it really sux for my pass whole week. dammit
I hate my exam result. The subject i expect to pass didn't pass but the subject i didn't expect to fail pass. Dammit. OMG. But most the ppl fail so there are make good test. I hate This sem!!!!!

Many thing happen in 1 week. I dunno how to say. Didn't feel to say it too.
k stop here first. Rushing assignment. I hate you guys!!!!! I hate to become leader!!!! I hate to become the only girl in our group!!!! Dammit!!!!

Untitled

Don't Know what the title should i put
i found out, maybe shes right, nothing good happen in my life. My life is boring. Someone tell that to me. So many thing happen make me more emo and emo. I couldn't be happy. I just pretend i am. You all always don't know that you guys hurt me so much.

Today she say want to move back. All i want to say is, Excuse? Here is not hotel. Not u say want move in then move in, move out then move out. u think you are what? Everytime when she back, i Just feel like my house got a thief.

And i found back my hairband. Really she is the 1 who take it. So the PSP for sure is she stole it already. Even you can tell lie about a small thing, then for sure is you already. Who else should i suspect? You the only thief.

Compare with my house and hostel, i feel like hostel make me more feel like "I'm home".
At home, if she is back, I need to hide all my thing. If i forget to hide my valueable thing, then for sure it will gone. Gone? Ah no should say get stole by "Someone". And my family all know who it is.
At hostel, even i put all my valuable thing at my bed or my table or simply anywhere, i still can find it back. See? So much different.

She say she just stay here for "few" days. Should i trust your "few" days? Will you really stay for "few" day? You a big lier. How could we trust you? I don't want to see you when i back.

"XXX" say my blog so messy and so long and my words is small. But i don't care. Coz i din aspect someone to read it. No people read more better. Here is like the place for me to "Fa xie" or just like my diary. All just emo thing.

Tomorow text. Really got no mood to study. "XxX" say why i do it last minutes? Sorry but i only can do thing last minutes. I can't do it early. Maybe u say is just an excuse. But i don't care. Think whetever you want. I don't want to care anything already. I'm tired. Very. I don't care if no one understand me. I better to stay alone. Ready to fail for everything.

P/S : Buy new spec and earring. New image for me? Naa i feel like i look more stupid.

Ready to fail tomorrow text. I don't want to study....
Gonna settle someone tomorrow. F*** you

ALL MY FAULT....I HATE U....

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sometimes really thinking, what happen to my family? I know is rude and im not respect u all to say that, but i still want to say, u all stupid.

Yea is all my fault, now u happy i say that? Yea i know you are. You are right and all is my fault.

Sometimes really want to die. I hate them. i don't wan go back home. I dun feel like "I'm home"

i don't want to write more here. Emoing..

Dammit. Hate. Shut Up.

Can i suicide?
I wan to run away from here.

ps: i cut my hair. so ugly. wan to colour my hair again. no more kam mou

BLOG DEAD!???

haha maybe yea my blog is dead. didn't update it for 1 months XD lazy
some1 comment me to update my blog. thx for ur remind hehe if not i totally juz let my blog die buahaha

Saturday 20 June 2009
goin to taman pertanian that day. Was not really want to go there cause there say go there just cyclying. I'm lazy person u know XD. but now i feel very happy that day we make it day.
FLYING FOX!!!!! WOHOO!!!!! But sad i din't bring my camera there. But if i bring i also not dare to take photo. Need to from up look down. i got 惧高症. But miracle i make it for the whole "process" (again my english sux)!!! Next time we decide to make the extreme 1. Got 3 level.

1) Little Adventure
2) Big Thrill (which i play)
3) Extreme ???(OMG i forget the name, only remember the extreme)

At cactus garden XD

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would continue update in future (maybe)
hope my blog wont die yet hehe

long post~

waa so long time din't update my blog. no time + no internet at hostel
i wan to write immediately after something happen!!!!
haiz...boring
always 4get wat to write...later long time no post again.

hate new sem!!!!hate the subject!!!!WAA!!!!!
i dun mind to join a group tat all guys or the ppl u guys think is not doin work. better den i group wif "some1"
seriuosly i was tot i wan t be friendly to her, but after tat thing happen, i tell u, NO WAY! i hate her tat much!!
i won't be no reason to hate someone or ignore someone. juz tat many things happen tat u guys dunno. i dun wan to say it.

aww jam in ktm again >< think start next week i won't go back home early. reach home at 9.45pm 2day. I HATE IT!!!! stupid ADIS waste my time. the lecture really wasting my time. damn bored!!! bored is ok, but her lecture has no point at all!!!all nonsense example. pls dun waste my time on it? i come here for lecture not come for leaning to cook maggi. pls?

i dun wan lost any1, no anyone. pls. i hope we can be friends forever. tats all i hope.

case study!!!stupid!!!baaa!!!!luckily got a senior teach us to do everything. thx alot!!

another emo post ><

ahhh i wan to write something happy in blog ><
but seems like my life so emo hehe

today she come back again, before we go to puchong celebrate(?) granpa(?) birthday
the she went onto my room, and i juz get out coz i dun wan to see her n talk to her.
then when i went into my room, my hairban gone.
i cant find it. i was remember i put at my table n before i went out my room i still saw it. tot i put at somewhr else.
then when we prepare to go out, i saw my hairban. she using it, without asking me.
then i say, "u take my hairban?"
then wat she react? crazy ppl, it was proof i saw my hairban is on her hair! then she say i so free to take ur hairban ah? den wat u using? TMD!! scold me at door there. and mum n dad is hearing tat.
like tat also got thing for her to bu suang me. stupid. dun come back i dun wan to see u and no 1 is welcome u. CB. u the only 1 i wan to curse u to dead. go get caught by police. dun think i dunno wat u doin outside. say u go to work to ur child? hello pls la, sunday who open office to u to work? lier. got time to 陪男人 no time to 陪自己的孩子. go kena aids la. stupid

after tis then me start goin to puchong, know wat my dad say? say me 我找架来吵. say me always like tat. !!??? u know u very 偏心? u saw wat happen k? so wat should i do? juz quietly let her say?let her scold?n din 反抗? WTF? so because she ur 1st daughter so i must treat her nicely? must 忍她? now i know how to protect myself ady. i wont let her scold quietly. i not like before, even u know wat happen u still help her. she even try to kill me before, twice. and u wan me to forgive her? u know u make me got阴影.

emo n crying on car.

but 1 thing save me from emo. thanks to haruhi-chan. i dun wan to listen the nonsense he say so i juz wear my handfree and listen music. u juz make me cry nonstop.

seriously tis song save me from emo, if not i dunno i will cry how long, even reach i still crying i think.

Suzumiya Haruhi-chan no Yuutsu - Ima Made no Arasuji

tis song so cute n i like mikuu sound XD.
yiya desu~~yada~~ so MOE!!!! lol
miku ur sound save me ^^

so after eat n we go back. we really have nothing to talk wif my cousin, maybe we not close since young. my father's side cousin. we din play together before, becoz of the stupid grandpa(?).

go back, GAMING!!!ahh i wan reach lvl75 before my class start. hope i will make it? lol

k end here~~blogging at 3am
become night cat ady, dunno how wat time will i sleep at when class start.

...class start....NOOO!!! 1 weeks count down ><
i wan happy post!!!!my life is boring zzz

ARGGG

ahhh hand pain ><

go to jaya jusco yesterday coz is jaya jusco member days. when i drive there, feel like....OMG do u guys really know how to drive? tis road ur dad buy ah? cut here cut there. the basement got many parking ok? blocking the whole road. u r only KANCIL!!! shoooo awayyy dun block the whole road.

when inside there, walauA!!! so many pplllllllll. the que so longg, no mood to buy already zzz. so in the end i only buy 1 jacket. mum ur taste very bad la, dun choose shirt for me la all auntie auntie de u say nice? hehe then baby dun wan to walk, wan me 抱。then walk walk, she sleep!!!!! omg >< walk 2 hour..... muscle come out already la...

i really hate tat ppl, enough ok? 你还害我们不够吗？say ok then sudenly say no. wat kind of ppl is u? shit u. the money is not urs!!!
we din't own u, so pls give back wat u own us? 我们不想再和你扯上关系了。so juz pls sign it. hope the problem can be solve at tuesday....really i hope tat...


ahh another emo post ><>
write chinese coz i dunno how to write in english..sorry my english sux.. ><
i wan a nice layout!!!! create for me!!!!!!
class start soon....NOOOOO!!!!!

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY

happy mothers day mum ^^. ur daughter r not "xiao xun" so i won't say to u these word to u coz i paiseh ^^" but i love u mum ^^ u the best mum n im not the good daughter ^^ thank god for giving me a nice mum to me ^^ god bless u mum

long time din't post up something ^^ all post too emo ady
was tell clare today about my post. then she say wan to find it XDD i not gonna tell u the website buahahaha. search it slowly XD but it u find it...

CONGRATULATION!!! NO PRESENT FOR U HEHE

tell me if u saw this XDD

miss college....but i still wan holiday....i wan pocket money...i cant buy manga ady hehe no money

hope gonna comtinue posting...hehe
hope so XD see my mood? hahaha

Bad Luck

today feel like no luck? happen so many things today ><

1) Drive to fast then the police hiding at corner, i think i have get the speed saman ><
2) Drive sesat, sesat until gombak there, luckily know to turn back
3) Sesat again ><, when fetching pei pei, sesat to Air Panas there
4) Dunno how to answer the exam question, DAMN HARD!!! Hope i'll pass ><
5) Tot i lose my handphone, keep searching and trun back to pan mee there. Then when reach thr, found it is in my jacket pocket zzz waste time
6) Mati enjin!!! Cannot start car when i go back pan mee there!!! SCARE ME!!!!

6 bad things happen at 1 day... Hope no more bad luck... Use up all bad luck today....

HOLIDAYS!!!HORRY!!!...does it mean no pocket money? NOOOO!!!!!!

IS NOT FAIR!!

today goin out wift fong teng and fong juan, thx for belanja me XD. And fong juan, stop looking at the mirror lll-.- 5 mins look the mirror 1 times. Go sing K, but stupid the green box only give us 2 hour to sing, sian, i wan sing more!!!!we tot is from 11am to 2pm, but then there tell us is only until 1pm, WTF??and the quality is bad >< i miss red box, red box sound system is better and more song for me to sing.
Today i should go to HICT, which start at 7pm ~ 9pm, but then i start calling my sis from 6pm then she late, and mum din't told her she not goin, so tat she wait for her then last min tell her she not goin and say "I tell u i not goin already!!" and sis late to fetch me, and get lost and no parking, until 8pm. Why should i still go? Is already late k? Impossible i just go inside for late for 1 hour, i still nid face k? stop scolding. If u let me drive the car then nothing happen lo, keep telling me u wan go jogging, and u DIN'T!! If i drive myself i tell u i sure go, i'm not like u k? WTF tell me u want to go and last min tell me u don't wan to. Whats ur reason? Tats not a reason k? Just think wat u do 1st before sy me k? Nevermind i never aspect u will do thing for me, NEVER!! Think i go out many times meh? Coz u always wan me to do tis do tat before i go out the, think wat? i wan go out also cannot, i din't go out everytime de k? say like i everyday go out..
Who say before exam cannot go out de? Huh? For me language subject not nid to study 1 k? Juz need to remember the format enough. Not every1 got the same study skill. Think wat? I not like ur "SMART" son!! Me is me! Since when i got fail before? Huh? Score A is not everything!! So like to compare me, go study urself la. Think wat!! Think u know everything ah!? Tell u i never ask anything from u. Stop thinking i ask many thing from u, u never give me once, NEVER! i get it myself, i still nid to hide it secretly. Coz wat? I scare to get scold from u. But ur son? u give everything to he, but u throw everything i have. What kind of mother is u? I really not understand. Shit man.

Count down, 2 days to exam and 2 days more for holiday!!

STUPID!!!HATE IT!!

......
please stop ignoring me k?
please stop looking down me k?
please reply my sms k?
please stop sending annoying sms k?
please rely me more k?
please stop scolding me k?
please stop saying thats my fault k?
please stop saying im doin nothing k?

not everything ur see is real and what i say is fake.....
why u treat he so good but treat me so bad?
why everything he did u say is good but everything i did is bad?
why evertime the thing i did u say i should do it but when he did u tell me he did it good?
why u just blame everything happen to he is my fault?
why u din't save me but u save he?
why u just let he have everything he want but u just throw everthing i like?
why everytime i already did my best u say i din't and scold me?
.....

...an emo post....

1st post...

Finally, my 1st post is here. *clap clap clap*
Donno wat to start wif it yet so is empty still.